April 11th, 2009

My beliefs...On God and such.

I believe in god and angels.
But the god I believe in seems to be quite different from what others think. I dunno. The god I believe in isn't a prick, like most christians make him out to be. He doesn't actually look down apon gays, lesbians, bi's and transgenders. He doesn't give a shit wheather people have sex before marriage or if they swear too much. Everything does happen for a reason. So I think god must be happy with everything going on in the world. If he wasn't happy with it, he could certainly change it. If he had the power to create the universe, if he wanted to kill a couple of gays, he could. If he didn't want all this shit going on he could fix it. So apparently, he wants it like this. So all you stupid mother fucking southern baptists and christians who go around saying shit like "Oh, everything happens for a reason, it's all part of god's plan." And then say, "God didn't create us to be attracted to the same sex" or "Oh, gay people are just wrong in the head." Haha. Don't deny it. I have been brought up in a southern baptist family, and up until about two years ago had been going to church every sunday and wednsday. I know all the shit they say. I know. I'm glad I can see past their hippacritical views and see the way things really are. In the real world. Not one that is so sheltered and judgemental. I could go on and on about how they don't like people wearing black nail polish how they don't like any music except for gospel how they can turn just about anything into something satanic if they don't thin it's "right". I could sit here for hours rambling.
I won't.
Don't misinterpret me, I do believe there is a god. I don't believe in the bible. I don't believe in the doctrine my church tried to shove down my throat. I believe that god is a free spirit that wants us to live our lives the way we want. As for Heaven and Hell, I'll believe it when I see it. Has anyone out there died and would like to tell me where you go if anywhere? No, that's what I thought. As much as some people would love to believe that theres a heaven, no one fucking knows!!!! For all we know, there is no life after death! Or that we all become ghosts or angels. We don't know.
I do believe in angels. I believe that they were sent from god to help us. That believing in them makes them real. I dunno, my belief in angels may be irrational, but so is alot of things that people believ in. I'm entitled to it.
One thing I won't do is parade around saying "I love God!" Or whatever. If I say that, people will automatically assume I mean the the God that they have been brought up to believe in. And more than likely, It's not gonna be the one I believe in. If I am making any sense at all...I don't give a fuck what you believe in or if you agree or disagree with me. This is what I believe and no matter how much anyone want's to change it...Well let's just say, Good luck!