April 16th, 2009

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More than anything in the world, I want someone to love me.
I pray to all my angels that I will soon find my one true love.
 I know patience is key, and I have my whole life to find someone.
But I want someone now. Someone I can trust, who loves me for me.
I can't explain to you how badly I want someone.
It hurts.
I would give up everything for a guy to love me.
I must seem so silly.
Like I need a guy, right? It's completely insignificant and foolish to have these thoughts, right?
I ask myself that every day.
I truely wish I could care less. It would save myself an enormous amount of hurt.
But I want it so bad, and I'm so afraid I'll die alone.
I'll die and I'll have never known love.

"It is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all."

Or maybe,

"It is better to have never loved at all, then to have loved and felt it's fall."

I'm not quite sure yet...
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