April 21st, 2009

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Time to wake up Elaina. Time to realize the straight up truth. The truth that no guy will EVER want me. Ever. I thought about it before, but always in the back of my mind believed that I might be wrong. But now I know. No guy in his right mind would fall in love with me. Think I'm actually worth a damn. I am meant to die alone. I need to quit feeling sorry for myself. I need to, but it's hard when knowing the one thing you want most in the world, isn't quite possible. I wish I was someone else. Someone beautiful and talented and interesing. Ah if wishes were nickels, I would be rich. My heart hurrrrrts. Is it all really worth it? I wonder.
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