May 1st, 2009

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WHY DO I EVEN FUCKING TRY?!
I know your upset.
You have reason to be.
But don't take it out on me.
Especially when all I'm trying to do is try and cheer you up.
Becaus thats all I have been trying to do this whole time.
And I come back for more sarcastic bitter remarks,
after each failed attempt to make you happy.
No matter what I say.
No matter what.
You never seem to give a shit that I'm going out of my way to try and put a smile on your face.
Even though.
EVEN THOUGH
I KNOOW that you will just say something so spiteful, or nothing at all.
Yet each time, I try and ignore my hurt feelings and try once again.
I must  love this feeling.
Since I keep coming back for more.