May 10th, 2009

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I don't know how to say this...But..
I'm so completely and utterly confused and upset that I can't even write.
Because I don't know what I'm feeling.
Other than I feel like my emotions are spiraling out of control and I don't know what to do.
I'm so afraid and hurt and confused.
I won't even begin to say what about yet.
I can't even..
I can't do this..