xxelainaxx (xxelainaxx) wrote,

all this pain, and for what? hope that maybe someday it might change?

well i'm just about through with all this pointlessness we call life. its absolutely insane to go through all this pain, and come out with nothing more than a hurt heart. i wish my parents never met. i wish they had never had me. i wish they used a condom or something. i vow to never ever have any children. why would i want to condemn someone to this everlasting hell? it seems pretty selfish to me that they had me. i mean, i never even fucking asked to be born. NEVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX PEOPLE.
maybe im the selfish one. maybe i complain too much. but whatever. if you happen to be reading this, i never asked you to. you are doing it on your own free will. so if you dont like my whiny ass journal, then go fuck off.
i just want to dissappear.
i wanna go somewhere but i have no where to go.
i dont have anyone.
i dont know whats wrong with me.

  • (no subject)

    I miss writing on here. *sigh* Go away journal stalkers!

  • (no subject)

    I truely hope you are happy now. That is all. Have a nice day, dear.

  • I'm done.

    I'm done. Leave me alone. I give up. You win.

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